Demon!

I want to unleash all that is unholy, unsacred, blasphemous, awkward, screwed, evil, mean, angry, vial, volatile, disfigured, aborted, contorted, distorted, abominable, merciless, self-centered, and all that is unpronounceable...

but...

You are not a Demon!

I see the exact opposite in you and cherish the lessons I hold back like vomit. I love you. I see you. I understand.

My Lower Mind curses me. My Body screams at my Spirit! My Soul embraces me and whispers...

"...embrace the pain..."