I jump.

Later is a distraction.
Now... I am focused on now.
Now... I am looking at the future and I can't stop thinking about what I should be doing now to make sure it arrives the way I want it to.

Distracted by the later and filled with later nows.

Like waiting for Daddy to come home and awaiting a spanking...

Can I bend time to fast forward the now to later after the spanking or maybe I can bend it back and not do what I did to get in trouble?

The process is the path and the path cannot be tamed, nor can it be bent. Once you jump from the plane you better have a parachute that works. It should have been tested. It should work. If it does not work... then it wasn't going to work. Whatever the outcome... Now is out of your or my control. Plans are great, but control is a fantasy.

Now is now and later is a hope.
I hope and I work at doing my best and enjoy each step like it could be my last.

I jump.

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Written by Blackulah on June 13, 2007 - 11:35pm